living hell

life is a piece of mess

but i know i've done the best

i've pass through all the tests

all i need now is a little bit of rest

cuz i'm tired to saying yes

i'm tired of fillling up the gas

still i know i'm better than the rest

people killing each other

his father,your mother and their daughter

gotta be strong,gotta be a fighter

that's what it takes to go higher

i aint joking,i aint giving out flyer

man,you cant drive with a flat tyre

things happen for a reason

things change with the season

everybody learn their lesson

you dont want to end up in the prison

you dont want to end up encrimson

you know you want to be a better person

sometimes we make stupid decisions

we aint got time nor precisions

we stopped at the junction near the stations

still we didnt get any inspirations

divisons,substractions,multiplications

fuck,i need some ventilations

doctor,give me some respirations

ought to know this aint simple

hands on the knife,hands on your scalpel

give it two,better tripple

dont fall down,dont you grumple

take a stand,hold your principle

do your thing,fuck all the people.

-22/5/2010-

7.24pm

in their shoes

wish you have never left

so many things i have to say left

to see you go in your sleep with the angels

wet my eyes,bring me down to my knees

i miss you so much that i sleep with your tees

oh god,give me strength please

it's not fair for you to go without saying goodbye

it's not fair for you to go solo and fly

every night i dream of you and i cry

i'm so hopeless,i dont know what to try

daddy,i wish you can come back

wish i could do a little playback

i'm still trying to accept the fact

that you're gone together with your pack

they are all here but i dont give a fuck

all i need now is a little bit of luck

woke up today without you by my side

someone whisper that you died

i couldnt stand it so i took a ride

searching,regaining my pride

life is changing now like the tide

please daddy,give me a guide

forever you'll always be mine

you get better with time like wine

daddy,give me a sign

that you're happy and in the line

to heaven and you shall be fine.

-20/5/2010-

5.57pm

anonymous

daddy i'm sorry you have to leave so soon

you didnt even get to see me fly to the moon

when you're gone no story is left

cuz everybody is working on their left

i dream of you every night and day

cuz i love you so much untill today

and now you're not here for my birthday

to even wish me a happy day

i'm trying to get my life right

i'm trying to find the light

i pray to god please make it light

cuz i dont know till when i can put up a fight

everybody said i will not make it

everybody said i will fail it

but look at me now,i'm in the flow

ridin' so high now when i used to ride so low

people look at me and what they can say is wow

i aint quiting this game,it's not about the fame

i'll keep the fire burning and the flame

to proove to all the niggas i aint lame

i'm not afraid to walk the storm and take my stand

i can fight you in any form and take over the land

i'm not afraid,look at me,i'm raising up my hand

i've been through shit holes,i've been to the poles

standing here now i've reach my goals

all you people can say what you wish

i dont give a fuck cuz i'm fucking rich

all i care is my dad smiling from heaven up

looking at me going the ladder up

and i promise you one thing,i wont give up.

-19/5/2010-

6.09pm

for the greatest mom in the world,ps: i love you

life is what you give to me

love is what you share with me

mummy,i know you're old now

but you always go with the flow

the word m means everything

without you,the world means nothing

so,happy mother's day mummy

and i love you like honey.